What do you doing for increase of activity?
I mean I have a case: I have a lot of thing to do at the evening but no skills and force for it. :C
And it's sucks, because I haven't exits from it, I MUST DO IT. DO IT WELL.
And sometimes I inspire from posts other people about what and how they doing sth (orginize thems time, or painting sth nice, or writting, or doing sth else). And then I feel inspire to do the same, then I CAN DO EVERYTHING.
Or the case, when I MUST do sth before tomorrow, and have no way to do nothing.

But if the things are NOT SUPAHSPECIAL, what make you active?

Everytime we had some things what make our feelings bad. It is emergency and we need to cope with it well.
I have some ways what help me with it, like "stay positive" or "watching funny movies" etc. But one days it isn't help to me, what totally sucks.
What HELPS TO YOU STAY POSITIVE ANYTIME?

I'm afraid of doing commissions, what is my problem? It is impossible just for think about prices and write it. Just thinking about 'my art sucks, nobody want to buy sth'. But I see like other artisits who draw worse than me — do the commissions and don't care about.
Ohh it's really suck, you know.

I like that the washing machine do the work at once.

Sandwich love. by ~Ognelapka on deviantART

WMP SUCK.

What the fucking hell! T_T
what the fucking accident! On last money I've bought two disks with the movies - Lilo and Stich and Mulan, and it doesn't open in my computer. wmplayer.exe error. SHIT HAPPENS! i said to you.
and windows media player doesn't install to my comp again because... I DON'T KNOW WHY IT DOES NOT.
LAST ATTEMPT.
oh shit, guys, do you know how mush I want to watch additional materials to film. And can't to do.
LAST LAST ATTEMPT.
And guy who promise me a lil work said "we find a new artist for it".
But it is not so much bad, as I imagine it to you. It just actually suck.
so.will see. now i restart my windows work and then... *The terrible face of Bob Kelso*

lol imma back
a lot of last time I watching Scrubs and can't stop LOL
because it's fantastic and fun and omfg SCRUBS ROCKS XD

and I drawing drawing drawing
lol anf learning in college of animations, it is FUN RLY
and have inspire of many many cool art from dA
lol
and
...mmmm
JD rocks, yeash? :D

Oh God, Imma back! lolz XDDD
So... inda some next hours I'll read your posts, because I rly dunno what's happens.
I'm shocked, I've 287 news of you all :D
youre crazy mans!

so, today i'll take my tablet back and start to draw again, because I see a lot of pictures and sites and I understand that I WANNA DRAW FUCKINMATHAFUCKA XDDD
and i'll do a site for Kody (totosa) and she will do that for me. XD It'sa supah trade :D

Now I study in college of animations and design, we do some lil animations and do nothing. Go to smoke, go to eat, go to draw, go to make sth crazy xD
and when I will give my works to them and they will put it inda computer, I will show it to you :)

and I have both words of my belated birthday, but it will be next post. XD


and what's up to you,GUY??

Oh I was here many month ago and have missed to you all.;;
So,I want to celebrate you all with the late holidays Merry xmass and happy NY.
I hope you have a good time, and celebrated it nice.
I wish this new year will be lucky, nice, good, kind, successful and absolutely happy.:)

I celebrated it nice,with my buddies and it was be funny.
I wanted and want so much to make a lot of xmass gifts and I HAVE ARTYMOOD BUT I have little problem X_X I have lost my pencil by tablet and can't to find it for 5-6 days.
IT'S TERRIBLE SO MUCHY ;__;

and I have the very big disorder 4 days and can't clean it XD
and the time go so fastly and I can't to run like it. I have more homeworks to do but can't done it.
ohhh the year has beginning not very good;)
BUT THIS YEAR WILL BE NICE AND AWESOME I PROMISE
ARRRR XDDDD


ilu all guyz <3

Lolz it's a my birthday !
It's a real important day XDDD

but i'm unhappy and I dunno whaii

anyway the day was be nothing , i just went to school and learned.
then i go to my home when I very wanted to come to home of my friend but i was MUST to go at home
kay
then... then i went to dA and RPG forum to saw a congratulations.
it maked my mood few better. I saw a pictures what ppl did for me, its all are nice so much!
ohhh but I feeling myself bad and gonna cry ;; i think that 15 years isn't age when ppl feel that this day isn't important
but I feel it.
i want to feel myself better and feel the HOLIDAY WHT IT IS but i don't ;0;
anyway i'm happy that my friends get a congrts to me and that this day is SOME SOME SOME FEW important.
but IS IT? i hope it is ^^;

oh I'm no correct as always rawr! ;0

anyway it's a day when I have born
when i have came to this world.

:)

Very often i think about 'where I live'
I really want to live on other countries, not Russia. I am not patriot XD I was want to live in other countries after my born before 1 year age XD And to know only english language and THEN to learn other, for ex: french

I rly wanna but I live in Russia where all educations, systems, traditions, politics and sth like this are DIFFERENT and wrong as i think.

I want to change it all XD but I can't ;;


I read the posts by my friend from USA, Australia, France and other - and envy XD My days are not less cheerful, but I think - it have some different.

Some my friends went to learning to abroad, but it cost many money and I can't.
(But i have an idea to leave Russia for educations when I pass an exams to architecture university 'cuz they can 'sent' me to learning for trade of pupils 8DDD)
- but for it I just MUST know english as well, but i don't know. ;_;.

i really want to change my life, the place where I live and etc.


and I have some depression of thing that i can't do it now.

FOR BEGIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY-CHAN! I WISH YOU WILL HAVE THE BEST LIFE! <333
anyway I will do a little gift but not right now 'coz I haven't arty mood :(((


so about good news. this day was be good.
for begin I and Lera go to the centre of moscow to go for a walk, kay
I bought a pencil SOOO SWEET OMFG IT'S CUTEST WHAT I SEE

next we go to the our trading house when we saw one of the solists from black eyes peas

it was like
...OMG
WAOH XD LET'S GO TOO SEE HIM XDDD

my Lera made 2 photo of him hahahah XD it was be toooo fun

soooooo for the next - I went to visit my friend Sasha
(the link to her photo, I said she's BEAUTIFULLL SO MUCH you can SEE HERRR , the photo by my and her friend Dollneg SASHA)
and for the evening I was sit in her home and drinked a tea with lemon ^_____^
and we [me and shasha and dollneg] make a photosession (later I will have a photos from it)
anyway it was be so fun day
^0^


SOO abut what I want to say
my friend Tantu from dA said to me that she always is a third, always her friends are the best friends for they but not for her.
I know this situation but THANKS GOD I have a best friend for now (lera)
i'm soooo sympatize to tantu and i'm ;-; about her situation
she's so cute for haven't best friend; it's wrong I say
I have a question WHY WE LIVE IN DIFFERENT CITIES
;0;
WHY I CAN'T MEET HER
kay
I want to say always ppl want a 'best friend' i think but maybe all ppl want different 'bests freinds' and i want to know who what want?
we have different ideals but we are together , or we have the same ideals abut we aren't together. we haven't ideals and we known't us.

HOW LUCKY PPLZ ARE when they have A REALLY BEST FRIENDS when they are their IDEALS
oh gods
I'm envy so much
mush as i can XDDD

yahoooo! -dancedance-
I finished a trade with D!

yahoooo

my happy time is finished, now my life suck XD;
my Mom won't work and it mean she will be at home more and more time, kay.
her 'sweetheart' will come to us for living with us. kay.

BUT STOP I WON'T
I know that he must to live with us for 'family' what very want my Mom
but she won't to work and I think it's wrong.
HEYPPl
it was like: stop what you say?? I AGAINST! its terrible >,<
-sickness-

anyway I must to reconcile...
arghhhhh D;

it's terrible to listen. My friend has inlove in 3 boys , GREAT
when she says to me it I was like OH GOD GREAT >_< ! and what you gonna do??
she says she chose one and other two go away [but one who 'go away' is a her boufriend]
greaaatttt MOAR SAME NEWS sais me
i try to cry
WHY THAT NEWS OCCURS WITH MEH? ARGHHHH I won't listen it
i won't thats thing with my friends, whaiii?
every day she has one great person to love
she won't but she do

im sick

LOL SHE'S SURFER NOOBS HAHAA


lol it's Chika-Pika ^0^

lmao XD

We shall have good day.
We shall have good life.

Yeee XDD